I’m literally fucking sick of people.
I try to be nice to everyone and include everyone as much as I possibly can and no one appreciates the hand I’m trying to offer them.
I’m only doing what people recommended I do, include people into my life and I’m just walked all over like a fucking stepping stone.
I do not fucking understand what more you want from me.
The advice I’m given makes me fucking miserable.
I was way happier being a dick and alone, than I am now trying to include the people I care about in my life.
Fuck you and your delusional superficial lifestyle.
Fuck you for finding someone that makes you happier than I did that one night.
Fuck you for taking jokes too seriously.
Fuck you and your inability to decide for yourself.
Fuck your anxiety issues.
Fuck you for living so far away.
Fuck you and your poorly influenced mind.
Fuck me for drinking this much on an empty stomach.
Fuck me for caring too much about people who don’t give a shit about me.
Fuck me do trying to be nice while you treat me like a god damn stepping stone.
Fuck me for trying.
Fuck this place.
Fucking get me out of here.